As a Mom of Two
I’ve never considered myself the paranoid type. Yes, I’m a single mom of two kids, my eight-year-old daughter, Lila, and my five-year-old son, Teddy, and sure, the world feels heavier when you’re the only adult in the house. But paranoia? No. I’ve always prided myself on being the level-headed one in my family. The one who can step over a Lego field barefoot at midnight, juggle bills and school forms, and still remember which flavor of cereal each kid likes on Tuesdays. Which is why what started happening two months ago completely unraveled me. The first strange thing occurred on a Tuesday morning, one of those ordinary, bleary-eyed starts when the kids had argued over toothpaste and I’d accidentally put dog food in the coffee maker because the bags looked too similar. (We don’t even have a dog. That tells you where my brain was.) I walked into the kitchen expecting chaos. The night before, I’d left a sink full of dishes because Teddy had refused to go to bed without finding his ...