I Told Him

I didn’t intend to relocate there. I simply had no other option. Three weeks prior, my husband had passed away, and I was completely exhausted by the bills—his medical bills, the burial costs, and the credit cards. The rent was really low. Too inexpensive. It was easy to understand why.

On the day I got there, a big man with a linebacker frame, tattooed arms, and shoes that looked like microwaves began to cross the street in my direction. I went cold. My stomach sank with my heart. I gripped my purse tighter as if it would conceal my fear.

Then he said something.

“Are you okay, ma’am?”

He spoke in a soft, quiet voice. Not at all what I had anticipated.

After hesitating, I spoke the truth. “I don’t feel secure in this place.”

He nodded and glanced around.

“I get that. The majority don’t. I stay out here to make sure people like you don’t have to walk alone.

He stole one of my suitcases without asking. “Come on. You can walk with me.

On the walk to my door, we hardly spoke. “Why do you do this?” I finally inquired when we got there.

With a slight smile, he shrugged.

It was done for my mother. altered her life. modified mine.

Then, before I could say another word, he left. I blinked as I stood there. I didn’t feel totally alone for the first time since I moved.

I slightly widened the blinds that evening.

A little paper bag was sitting on my porch the following morning. “Fresh from Miss Anita’s—start with the peach scone,” read a note in thin handwriting. Three still-warm pastries were inside.

No signature. However, I was already aware.

I saw him everywhere in the days that followed. assisting an elderly man with his shopping. conversing with teenagers who obviously admired him. calmingly intervening in a brawl outside the liquor store.

I inquired about him from the woman who owned the corner store.

“Oh, Marcus is there.”

“I said,” she said.

resides two blocks away with his younger sister. endured hell.

“What the hell?” I said softly.

She leaned somewhat closer. lost his father while he was young. He and his sister were raised by Mom.

He managed to turn things around after getting sucked into a bad crowd. He currently attends school and works part-time at the recreation center. prevents the disintegration of this neighborhood.

I made my one successful banana bread that evening and took it to the recreation facility. Marcus was chatting with two boys outside. He stood up when he spotted me.

I held out the foil and added, “I assumed it was you with the pastries.”

He smiled. “Busted.”

“It isn’t fancy,” I remarked. “I just wanted to say thank you.”

He gave a nod. That is very significant. I appreciate that you didn’t assume the worst.

That was the start. After that, we continued our conversation. He looked older than his actual age of twenty-eight, which startled me. Leila, his seventeen-year-old sister, was set to graduate. He studied at night and worked during the day.

He knocked on my door one evening with a little toolkit.

I saw that your porch light was flashing. Before it burned out, I thought I would fix it.

I refrained from arguing. I prepared tea for us. He would check in every few days, and I would prepare a warm meal. This became a routine.

Then I heard shouts when I woke up one night. Across the street, a woman let out a scream. I took a quick look through the blinds. Two numbers. One was holding a bottle. The woman seems frightened.

I gave Marcus a call.

He responded right away.

I said, “There’s a fight across the street.” “She’s afraid.”

“Remain indoors,”

“I said.”

“I’ll be there.”

Minutes later, I saw him go between them. Calm, steady. The man took a step back. She wept.

She and Leila were enjoying coffee on Marcus’s porch the following morning.

He was reconstructing the block in addition to aiding others.

Then he vanished without warning.

Don’t text. No phone calls. A day went by. Next, two.

Leila arrived with red eyes on the third day.

“He is in the medical facility,”

She muttered.

“Jumped on the way home from school.” They took his wallet and phone. He retaliated. They severely beat him.

I was ill.

I brought flowers and banana bread the following day. He had swelling in his face. A sling on one arm. He continued to smile.

“I guess I’m not bulletproof,”

He gave a raspy sound.

I answered, “Then take a break.” “For the time being, let someone else take care of things.”

He gave me a glance.

“Yes, but who?”

I realized then that it was me.

I began taking the elderly to the grocery on foot. collecting rubbish in the park. putting together a food drive for a family whose father lost his job.

Marcus wasn’t me. I may still come, though.

People took notice. When they noticed me, teenagers turned down their music. Tre began taking Miss Clara’s dog for nighttime walks. When she learned Marcus was recovering, even the bashful woman across the street brought soup.

We were far from flawless. However, we were making an effort.

Marcus went back to the recreation center two months later. going more slowly. Still grinning.

“You made this place better,”

“I said.”

“No,” I answered. “You did. I simply kept things going.

We threw a block party that summer. Food, laughing, and music. The landlord even showed up and promised to clear the graffiti and replace the broken lighting.

Marcus and I sat on my porch later that night. Popsicles were in his possession. I drank iced tea.

I told him, “You know, I was scared when I first moved here.”

He gave a nod. “I recall.”

“But now… I have a sense of belonging.

He grinned.

“That’s the objective.”

He paused quietly before saying,

“My mother passed away five years ago. “We’re not here just to survive,” she used to say. Our goal is to leave it in a better state than when we arrived.

I wiped my tears away. “She would be pleased with you.”

He glanced down at his popsicle, which was melting.

“We would honor her.”

Time went by. Leila departed to attend college. Tre submitted a fireman application. At the corner store, flowers were in blossom.

The landlord then gave a call.

“Your rent is going to be reduced by $100.”

“I said,” she said.

“What? Why?

A decrease in grievances. additional lease extensions. Simply continue doing what you’re doing.

As I hung up, still recovering but feeling lighter, Marcus jogged by.

“Hi!” I made a call. “On Saturday, are you free?”

He reduced his speed. “Why?”

“Considering holding a workshop on sunflowers. The children wish to cultivate something.

He smiled. “The shovels will be brought by me.”

In retrospect, I never thought the once-scary street could turn into a home.

However, it did.

Perhaps that is the reality: sometimes we simply need someone to stay in the areas that frighten us. To care, but not to repair them all at once. to sow a seed. to accompany someone home on foot.

Please share this story if it moved you. Perhaps the reminder is just what someone out there needs—

Maybe Hope lives next door.

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